Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in raymonator's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
1:00 am	update Well my current update on this wonderful tropical august 16th morning, I just arrived home from my shift at blockbuster. also had a managers meeting. All went well. I finished my wall in record time. From 7 pm till 9:30 pm, while, of course helping out the members with movies selections, finding, etc... Oh I'm no longer a glorified csr, My raise went through. about 1.50 more an hour. on paper it seems like a big raise, but in the whole grandiose, it really doesnt seem like a great raise concidering minimum wage will be raising to another dollar by the end of the year. As far as my main job goes... IM ON VACATION. gosh thats a great word. anyways... after surviving sunday night at blockbuster, I swear to god all the crazies were out, I can survive anything. tune into tommorrow, same bat time.... same bat channel. (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
9:00 am	IM BACKKKKKKKK Just when you thought it was safe to come on line.... Gosh, I haven't been on here in ages, and now I need tp reflect at the changes in my life. I'm still at BlockBuster Video, promoted to Glorified CSR, aka Shiftleader. Well actually Non Certified Shift Leader. Which means I manage the store... but I get the same pay. Which at the moment is pretty pathetic...lol. So lets use this present forum to vent your angor and venom about renting at Blockbuster. Concider me your guru and head chief pubah. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
12:37 am	so what have I been up to??? So what have I am been up to you may ask? well no good is my answer. I havent been around in so long I had to retry my password about 5 times before I got it right. So in tonights entry.... lets evaluate my changes. I now work two jobs... yes I work at my present full time job in the copier repair industry by day, and by night, I am just a gigalo. Well no, thats nit right. I work at a video store. Very kewl job. I love it. I meet a ton of people and I watch alot of movies. And Im only late for my full time job about every other day... who needs sleep right? Well for starters, I do... so off to bed I go.... so tune in to same bat time... same bat channel. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
8:49 pm	Okay, I just finished reading Al Franken s' book, "LIES And the Lying Liars Who Tell Them". Its excellent reading material if you like political humor. The funny thing is... although this book is humorous, its pretty factual. scarry stuff. on a lighter note.... Message to CanadienSue... "I never called Wendy.... I sobered up" Current Mood: cynical (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
10:43 pm	What makes women better than beer hmmm .. what makes women better than beer. as I sit and reflect.... is there anything that makes a woman better than a cold frosty mug? Believe it or not.... the answer is NO!!! women can be mean... cruel, unbelievably cold and down right mean.... When was the last time a beer made you feel like that? grant it... you cant have sex with a beer.,.... but after a six pack.... who needs sex? but on the other hand.... a beer cant nearly look as good in a bikini. unless of course it is surrounded by the swedish bikini team (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 14th, 2004
10:16 pm	time of day Yes I have seen her tonight.... what luck.... she said the time was 9:30 (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 13th, 2004
10:15 pm	just one of those days Gosh, I had a rough week today... yes, I have put a whole week of hectic times compiled into this one day. Have you ever had a day when people seemed to think you needed advice and freely gave it when it wasnt even asked for? For instance , my boss insists on giving me his opinions on my life. Now I realize we have been friends a whole lot longer than he has been my boss so I'll cut him some slack. He chimes in right along with Debbie.... ask Wendy out again... let her know you are still interested... you asked her out wrong.... coming from someone else I might give these idea some weight... but I seen his wife, she is no prize. But yet, Im gonna follow his advice, I just cant get this chick out of my mind. Its been about a month since I called her last. whats that saying... absence makes the heart grow fonder? or does the line... women suck... but the really good ones swallow fit more into this.... Someone please tell me... who gave women all this power in the first place... god this is so FRUSTRATING. I just hate thinking Im gonna turn into some loser who can't take a hint. I always thought if the chick really liked you... it doesnt matter how,when,where or why you ask her, she will just go out with you. But these chicks ... they want you to pursue them. sweep them off their feet. I personally think she likes the attention. so we shall see what happens tomorrow after work. lets see if she actually will give me the time of day. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
12:05 am	Why I hate women so much I just came home from an unusual date. For a first date... I would think most dudes and dudettes talk right... Pretty much about anything under the sun. I really didnt need to hear about her past relationships and why they went wrong, But I was a sport about it and listened intently. And I was really proud of myself at not being judgemental at all. But she asks me about my past relationships and I really didnt want to go there but she was persistant. So I just made the comment... " I have learned from each relationship and have grown in different ways and have become a more rounded person". But this girl, "Debbie" wanted more info.Mind you I was totally honest with my statement of what I have learned at my past relationships. But she was a little more phylisophical and wanted to know about my last relationship and why it didnt last. Well my last relationship never really materialized with Wendy. So I felt safe to mention that one... you know the one that never was to be.... OH MY GOD>>> bad choice by me. First off... why a woman would ask about something she might not want an answer to is beyond me. But I must have shown something in my facial features that made her respond in a way that I didnt expect. She says she couldnt possibly think of having a relationship with a guy that still has a hope of dating someone else. And Debbie thinks I should re- ask Wendy out. Debbie analized how I asked Wendy out and said I asked her out in a way that was sure to be a turn down. To give some background, Wendy is back in school 4 days and works the other 3 days. And I didnt want to interfere with her schooling or work. and her schedule is pretty full... but she gave me her number and told me we can plan something when her time permits.I've had her number for about 2 months now... and she has been always busy. but a couple of weeks ago i called her and left a voice mail(thats the only way to communicate with her outside her job) Anyways the message was... " I really hate to interfere with your work or schooling... why cant we do something saturday night after you are off work? " call me back. Which she never did. Debbie is afraid if I dont pursue Wendy properly...I may try pursuing during a relationship with her. Her ex dumped her for another chick. Now Im not a woman... but isnt that strange coming from a chick on a first date? And secondly......What is the point of asking a girl out that is avoiding me in the first place? Is it any wonder why women confuse the hell out of me? Current Mood: frustrated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
6:42 pm	Why I hate women so much I guess I shouldn't hate women since sunday is mothersday. But I wouldnt exactly be me if I didnt have a few gripes about the opposite sex. But I'll end on a good note after I had my say. I find chicks to be , Cruel, Heartless, uncaring , self absorbed, hurtful, deceitful, game playing wenches..... ....That just so happen to look sexy in a bikini and will treat the right guy like a king. Its no wonder why I love them so much. I stopped in at the restaurant today and seen Wendy. I just did a quick wave hello... and had a blast while I was there. I didn't realize until I left that I never said one word to her. I must be over her... but I still feel empty inside. Funny how chicks can make a dude feel like that.If there was a way to resurrect a relationship with her, I sure hope it comes to me . On an upper note.... last wed. I visited my therapist.... okay... bartender chick. She wants to change my way of thinking about women and she had BROWNIES made for me!!! God I LOVE BROWNIES !!! they can birghten any dudes day. So now I have to have something great for her next wed. she always seems to brighten my day when its over the hump day. And she is changing my thought on chicks totally... some do have a heart. I'm sure one day Ill meet the right chick.... I'm just tired of looking. these days the only women I attract are old severely overweight ones that are divorced with 3 kids. Well... I'm off to bed... tomorrow is yet another day. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
6:42 pm	The morning hasnt even started for me and I'm totally exhausted. Heavy date last night you ask???? Nah..... I mowed the lawn. Wait did I write lawn? I mean I mowed my vast weed garden that takes up the whole yard. I realized mowing the lawn is alot like dating a woman. you think you might be getting somwhere with a fresh cut lawn.... but then next week you have to mow again. You ask a chick out and think you might get somewhere... then its a whole new week for you to ask her out again. AND NO I DIDN'T CALL HER !!!! (i'll just stop in and see her saturday) how does that saying go? Im a glutton for punishment? well tune in later... same bat time same bat channel. (Comment on this)
6:42 pm	Well... back to my eventful night last night. I had a chat with my therapist... oh hell... who am I kidding... like i have a therapist... I had a chat with my bartender, and she pretty much summed up my problem with chicks. She told me my solution unlike anyone ever has. she said, " You really need to reevaluate the type of girls you are asking out". Pretty simple statement huh? very accurate. But what I realize... when two people go out.. you want to experience a little mutual attraction. And with every woman I see... the attraction always differs. Sometimes its the way she laughs at my jokes, sometimes its her smile... sometimes its her eyes. mostly its the size of her boobs... hell i am a guy. Anyways... out of my vast experiences of trying to understand the opposite gender... I have come across some things that should never be said to a chick that I find attractive. here is a sample of the following. Can I see you naked? how bout a quick game of naked twister at my place? how bout a game of friendly strip poker... I'll spot you two socks. can I see your tan lines? Now can you believe some of these women find these type of questions offensive? Go figure. Anyways.... the search to find an intelligent girl continues.... Oh and by the way... im not hooked on Wendy... I choose not to call her... she has my number. The last time i checked Alexander Gram Bell designed his phones to send and receive. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
6:42 am	Well, after an eventful evening last night.... I learned more about women in a 15 minute conversation than I have in a life time. The only problem is... Im just as confused as I ever was..... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 26th, 2004
11:40 pm	my first post. Okay..... this is my first post. to give some info... I'm a single, unbelievabley funny erotic eligible bachelor living in the finer side of upstate new york. My hope in posting my daily activities is to search for inteligent life in the opposite sex. Now, you may think that is a sexist remark to make... but it really isn't... Im just trying to understand the female gender. As impossible as it may seem... and everyone may be saying at this very moment... "Ray, you will never understand the female species so don't even try". Well my response to you is... I'll never give up. I am sure not all single , attractive women in the surrounding areas of Buffalo, New York are all mean viscous uncaring heartless wenches. No, Im sure there is the perfect girl for me and I aim to find her. At this point... I'd like to thank my greatest online friend Sue, for encouraging me to not give up the search, and for getting me started on this site in the first place. Sue, "You are, and always shall be... My Friend." (2 Comments |Comment on this)